
Thoughts for July 1997
Thoughts for August 1997
Thoughts for September 1997
Thoughts for October 1997
Thoughts for the end of the Year - December 1997
Let's go back to this life. When Jesus, known as the Messiah in the scriptures, speaks of a road that 'leads to life' and another one that 'leads to destruction', we see that he was talking about life - here and now. Some of our ways, our roads lead us to destruction - things all about us 'fall apart'. Friendships we thought were 'real', have disappeared; families fall apart under the stress of 'no discipline', and, then, last but not least, our bodies betray us and begin to fall apart! The way to destruction is a dead end! in this life - an end without friends, without family, without any sense of self-worth. You see these folk on the streets at night in Toronto. You see them looking for food at the missions. You hear of them 'dying in the cold' because they refuse to come inside when a warm place was offered to them.
But you say, you will never be like that. You will never be without friends, (how do you know you can depend on that person you slept with last night that wasn't your wife?), How do you know you'll have a job next week? (maybe your company is about to down-size and you just haven't hear!) How do you know that your drinking, partying buddies won't turn on you when they have run out of money and you refuse to give them your last $10 bucks? How sure are you that those things and people you think you can count on, will be there for you if you end up with a serious illness, or in a bad accident and in a wheel chair? How do you know?
There are very few things in life that we can be truly sure off - taxes, and death!! both are inevidable! But do you know how you are going to meet both of them?
One road leads to 'life' - life is the pay-off. All other roads lead to 'destruction' - destruction is the pay-off.
You see the outcome of a good life, lived with Jesus, can only, by the very nature of it, be good. The outcome of the life with 'no fixed address for eternity' can, by its very nature, not be good.
I stumbled on some pornographic material on the net yesterday. Yes I looked at some of it. But what I saw were people with NO JOY, NO peace, No future in what they were doing as they took a few moments of so-called 'exstacy' for 'a moment in time' known as sexual pleasure. That pleasure only lasts briefly, maybe for the filming session, then what? a hollow life until the next filming session? or party? or whatever. Those young girls will some day grow old, they won't be wanted then, old will be about 22!!! and then what will they have left - their self-esteem will be gone! There will be nothing left for them from the so-called work that they are now doing! no pension plan! no medical plan! (many get very serious illnessess), many commit suicide because they cannot live with themselves, with their 'sin'.
An ancient writing says 'the way of the ungodly will perish.' Yes the fruit of the self-centered, sex-centered, illegal drugs centered, adultery centered, self-interest centered, money centered, bitterness, anger, rage at life, the fruit of all these is 'death' - decay, rote, no life, just blank starring eyes with no person behind the eyes - death - alone.
Is the pay-off worth fighting the Way of the God creator?
Meditation: I see that I cannot escape your judgements of what I call 'life' God. Help me to turn my eyes toward you, toward your ways, toward Life with a capital "L".
Affirmation for the day: When I break with My ways, and go God's way, I know there will be true Life, true freedom, true peace of mind, for I sense that these are the fruit, the pay-off, of the good Life.
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AS I have watched my children going their own way in the world, not thinking of the consequences, I see them 'try things'! that they know their parents would not approve of. Later they come back to us with the observation 'How foolish I was! I'm just a loser! I feel so alone, so lonely!'
They are 'bitter to digest', they cannot be assimilated, cannot be
related to a peace-filled life.
You see, life as we know it in the western hemisphere is not made
for sin or evil, or disobedience to the Natural Law that is printed into
our genetic structure. Sin or evil is alien - it is not food; therefore
our system, the system of life, cannot digest it.
The inner structure of our being is not made for hate; for resentments,
for self-indulgence, for fears, for guilts, for partying all the time with
no thought for to-morrow, etc; therefore the attempt to digest these ways,
to make them a part of our being, ends in INDIGESTION! And this indigestion
is not only moral and spiritual; it is also mental and physical. As Dr.
E. Stanley Jones says, " In the inner structure of our life, we are made
for God-centeredness, for love, for faith, for reconciliation, for selflessness,
for purpose. Evil (sin), then is trying to live on that for which we are
not made.'
Could we say that our own will, our own way, lived contrary to the
Way of God, is poison, bitter to digest? What evidence do we have to prove
this point? It lowers your self esteem, your sense of well-being, it depletes
you, starves you, poisons you.
Why? Because in truth, we are allergic to evil. I am physically
allergic to dairy products. I try to eat them, but when I have them too
often, my stomach hurts, I get tired and have other physical reactions
to them. So, too, should human beings be allergic to sin! we can't assimilate
it, live with it,be at peace with it. It disrupts the soul and the body.
Meditation: Creator God, for I am not sure I can understand you as Father, I see that my ways are often not Your Way for my ways are hard to digest, they leave me feeling dull, unsatisfied and often in deep trouble in my soul, my spirit. I thank you that I am now seeing how I was made for Your Ways, but it is so hard, Lord. I'm in a rut like an old wagon wheel, and find it so hard to get out. Help me.
Affirmation for to-day! The Creator's will is and has always been for my highest good. Help me to see this as I walk through this day
Again, the same verse describes the self-centered person as 'trees in autumn WITHOUT fruit.' When you come down to the autumn of your life when you should have peace, calm and memories of a life well spent, will you have 'nothing!' to show for your years of existence? How sad if you come into your 'old age' with nothing to show except a decaying self - no love, no shared experiences with others, nothing!
This writer goes on to suggest that that kind of a person is a murmurer and a grumbler about their lot in life. - a constant complainer about what life has done to them. Seldom will they say what they have done for life!! If this is you and you have no Key to life, you will constantly be blaming others for your failed life. But a person who has a self-centered attitude will always be grumpy and dissatisfied with themselves, their life and anyone they touch. The most unhappy people in life are not the 'down-and-almost-out', but the ones who wallow in self-pity for their position in life.
They talk about their aches and pains, they constantly put down others for the way they are living, they have no goals in life, they only talk and think the negative things and most of their problems are produced by their own self-centered spirits
Another writer says that 'an unclen spirit...roams thru dry places.' Is it a fact that when you are 'unclean' with self-centeredness and other wrong ways of life, your whole existence is dried up, fruitless, wasted? Is life insipid, dull, stupid? Do you find yourself trying to invent more and more ways to make life tolerable? The stupidity and dullness of evil (that's 'live' spelled backwards) makes people want to invent more and more extremes to try to make life interesting. Is this not an observation of late 20th century humanity?
Meditation: God, for I am sure that you do exist - that your Way gives sparkle to life, help me to see that all the ways that are not THE WAY, lead to dullness, sadness, emptiness and death. Show me the Way to Light, Joy, a fulfilled Life and Life Everlasting.
Affirmation for to-day: When I am out of sorts with others
and find myself constandly complaining, it is a symptom of my being our
of sorts with myself and my creator. I give myself to the One who creates
Light out of darkness, Joy out of sadness, Fulfillment out of emptiness
and Eternal Life out of death.
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Thus we can only conclude that where there is LOVE in action, Creator
Love, there will be LIGHT. But where there is HATE, ANGER, DISHARMONY,
JEALOUSY, ENVY, LUST... sins of the flesh ... there will be DARKNESS.
An ancient manuscript says:"The person who loves his brother/sister
remains in the light-and in that light there is no darkness, but the person
who hates his brother/sister is in darkness.
This is how that statement can be interpreted:
(i)Anyone who hates ... is in darkness - their general atmosphere
is polluted.
(ii)Every thing they do - is done in darkness.
(iii)It isn't so awful to be in darkness if you know where you are
going, but this person doesn't - 'he does not know where he is going.'
(iv)The worst result is inside him/herself: for 'the darkness has
blinded their eyes - i.e. the punishment is a condition called blindness
- not necessarily physical, but emotional, spiritual and psychological
blindness.
LOVE brings cosmos; HATE brings chaos.
When we think of the problem that LUST causes i.e. DESIRE WRONGLY PLACED, the scriptures say this action whether physical or mental produces corruption, decay, death.
RIGHT DESIRE produces health, well-being, Life.
There may be no obvious results from this kind of a lifestyle,
but the person practicing this kind of lifestyle will Know that what they
are doing is wrong - their conscience will tell them, there bodies may
reap the harvest of their wrong doing, e.g. HIV and AIDS, their attitude
towards others will show what is in their innermost beings - they cannot
hide their SIN! their defying of the natural laws of the universe.
Meditation: I see that you, Creator Spirit, have put into your creation
all the laws for my good. You will redeem, make new, the chaos of my life,
turning it into cosmos - harmony. Thank you. Amen
Affirmation for this day: As I make God's law, the law by which
I live to-day, I will set in motion those things that are good, are positive,
are redemptive in my life. Open my spiritual eyes to see the Creator god,
in these activities to-day.
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From Jeremiah, an ancient prophet, we read:
Thus says the Lord:
"Stand by the roads and look,
and ask for the ancient paths where the good way is; and walk in
it and FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS
But they said, 'We will NOT walk in it." As we read down through
Jeremiah 6, the people kept saying, 'WE WILL NOT!, WE WILL NOT!',
The prophet continues with the word from the Lord, "Hear, O earth; behold,
I am bringing destruction on this people, it is the fruit of their actions,
because they have NOT given heed to my words; and as for my law, THEY HAVE
REJECTED IT."
Further in ch. 12 he continues "They have sown wheat and have reaped
thorns, they have tired themselves out, but there is no profit or gain
for their actions. But they shall be ashamed of the out-come of their actions
because the Creator's natural Law will win in the end."
Is the tradition that you have received in this 21st century that says it is O.K.to break the moral law, really O.K.? - you may get away with it?
Is the tradition that says it's O.K. to be self-centered to the point of hurting the ones around you that you profess to love, really O.K.? even though your personal life is in shambles?
Is the modern day idea that drugs, alcohol, fast cars, free sex, climbing the corporate ladder while we walk on those around us to get to the top, that these evils can actually do anything but bring bad results, destructive behaviour, personality changes?
Do we truly think when we hurt others, that we, ourselves, will not be hurt?
One man who made it to the top, owned limosines, had a wife and children,
drank himself into oblivion regularily, lost it all and found himself at
the grand old age of 36 living in one-room with a light bulb hanging from
the ceiling and no one, but NO ONE, there to care for him in his self-destroyed
condition.
What did he do? HE called on the name of the Lord God of the Universe
to help him up out of the deep hole into which he had dug himself!!
He found that a God-centered person goes from strength to strength, even in the midst of tragedy! That person has survival value; he stands up UNDER lifes's blows. He found that his earthly walk was stabilized, he had inward peace.
Meditation:You are a gentle but firm Ruler, O Lord. I begin to see that you are putting up road blocks in my life to save me from myself. Turn me toward You for where else can I go? Amen
Affirmation for the Day: Where else and to whom else can I turn? The Lord God has the words of peace, prosperity, possibilities, to put me on the plain path to peace!
We have just been following the death of Princess Diana of the United Kingdom. Her life has been a mix of good and bad, service and possibly personal selfishness, helping the 'down-and-out' but living the fast life of the 'up-and-possibly-out'. A drunken chauffeur, a speeding limo, a tunnel, a slight dip in the road, and her good works are history!!!
The moral law of the universe won out!
If a person leaps from the tenth-story window, they will not break the law of gravity, but they will end up being an illustration of it.
There are natural barriers put up at the edge of precipices
in life, to keep you from going over! The natural laws are not put there
to bind your freedom; they are put there to save you from using your freedom
to destroy yourself.
Remember the rats in the cage and the electric shocks; those shocks
on their noses kept them from going into ways that led into confusion and
away from the food. The God of the universe often has to 'shock us' away
from folly to keep our bodies alive and well on planet earth, away from
confusion to the WAY.
Unfortunately humanity is finding out how to live by the hard way. God offers us a better way, the WAY in Christ. You may think you know better, take other ways of your own choosing, but you will constantly be receiving shocks. Those shocks are of various kinds - neuroses, inner conflicts, illnesses, guilts, inferiorities, fears, family break-down, unhappy children, lonely men, hardened women, the list goes on!!.
Our modern age has put the meaning of the word 'hell' out of the door, but it has come back via a very large, wall-size, plate-glass window. Painfully we are finding out how NOT to live.
Meditation: O God, I begin to see, that I am not God - You are. Your will, not mine, must be my starting point. Help me to start this day WITH YOU. Amen.
Affirmation for the Day: God is shocking me in order that I
might be saved from myself. I will watch my actions and activities this
day to see which are 'shocking' and which are 'showing' me a better way,
THE WAY.
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Meditation:God, I know you exist! and that You have a specific plan for my life. Now I am finding out how NOT to live this life in order to find out HOW TO LIVE IT in the WAY. Show me that Way so that I might find You who is the author of the WAY. Amen.
Affirmation for this day: I have been learning for years the
bitter lesson of how not to live. Now I am learning the better lesson
of how to live. I will watch for You in incidents and in the lives of people
I encounter this day.
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The scriptures say "it was by Him that all things were created both
in heaven and on earth, both the seen and the unseen...; all things have
been created BY Him and FOR Him."(Col.l1:16,Moff.)
The question could then be asked
"Do all things have the stamp of Christ upon them?
Has His will been put into our very structure?
Do things work in His way and NO OTHER WAY?
Is there, in fact, a Christ-touch and a Christ- purpose in creation
- this creation that is made for Him - His will is life and any
other will is death?
If it does not work 'for Him', then does it declare its own ruin
by working against Him?
We see that something seems to be woven into the very texture of
life - a way, a purpose, a plan. Could that way, be the Way - the Christian
Way?
Could there be a destiny written into the nature of reality, written
into our blood, nerves, tissues, relationships - into everything?
Are we actually
Could there be an answer here for you?
Meditation:
God, I begin to see that you have made me in my innermost and outermost
parts for Your will. There is something here that I did not create, but
must accept - or I will get hurt by it. Teach me, for I want to learn.
Amen.
Affirmation: There IS a destiny written in me. Am I destined to be a Christian?, Yes! for the Holy Writ and the Holy One has said it is so!
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2. Presuming there is a God, if he is to be a good God and trustable, He would have to be like the man, Jesus. There is no one else who 'fits the image!' As a Hindu put it: There is no one else seriously bidding for the heart of the world except Jesus Christ." The God must be Christlike, humble, wise, forgiving his enemies, including the poor, the down-and-out as well as the up-and-out.
3. If you agree that the very nature of God is Christlike, then you
would expect that God has acted and still acts in a Christlike way,
not only in the God revealed in the Holy Scriptures, but also in the creation
he made in the beginning.
In other words, when he made all things, he made them to work in
a certain way, and that way would be according to Christ, for Jesus,
the Christ, is the revelation of God's nature. Could the Christian
way, then, be The Way? And is this Way written both in Scripture as well
as in the nature of reality itself?
If the Way is written only in the Holy Scriptures, then a battle
is created around the authority of the Scriptures - their authorship,
their authenticity, their worth. The foundation of authority is limited
- limited to the Scriptures.
But suppose the Way is written in the nature of reality as well
as in the Scriptures; then
THE WAY IS INESCAPABLE FOR EVERYBODY.
If Jesus is a moralist imposing a code on humanity, then
you can question that code and His authority.
But suppose Jesus is the revealer of the nature of reality, then
that makes Him DIFFERENT
He is not only revealing the nature of God - He is revealing the
nature of Life with a capital 'L'.
Life, then must work in His way and only in His way., The
Christian Way becomes not a side issue but
the central issue of life - the one issue of life.
Meditation: God, I have started something that grows on me. I am touching, cautiously, the Something, the Someone, that will fill my horizon, perhaps even fill me. Help me, for I am weak and needy, and I will need your help. Amen
Affirmation for this Day: The Way exists; the Way is written in me. I cannot escape myself; therefore I cannot escape the Way.
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But Can this be proven to you? NO! But better, it can prove itself to you. As we share these times together I trust you will come to a faith which will hold you. It will be a faith that will hold not only Your mind, but also your emotions and your will.. IT WILL HOLD THE TOTAL YOU. This search is not only intellectual, but emotional, volitional and indeed, a LIFE QUEST. Your whole person is involved - you and all your relationships.
The person who want this proved is like a person who stands with
their back to the sunset. I describe its breath-taking beauty. The person
says, "I don't believe it. Prove it to me.". I reply, "I cannot
prove it to you. But TURN AROUND AND LOOK AT IT; IT WILL PROVE ITSELF TO
YOU." Their reply is "I won't. Prove it to me." Is this person
fair?
I hold a rose in my hand and describe the sweetness of its fragrance
and its incredible beauty. This person closes their nostrils and refuses
to look at it, saying, "I don't believe it. Prove it to me." "I can't,"
I reply. "but open your nostrils and your eyes and it will prove itself
to you." The reply, "I won't. Prove it to me."
Are they fair? No! They are unfair both to the sunset and the rose
and to themselves.
If you are serious about this search, then you must be fair to God,
to life and to yourself. You are going to let down all your barriers
of prejudice,
self-defense,
of fear, and
make this a LIFE adventure, a Life (capital 'L') quest.
You are going to find God,
You are going to find Life.
You are going to find Yourself.
But first, you must put your feet on the Way. The moment you do,
something within you will whisper,
This is it. You've struck it - at last."And the whisper will
be more certain than certainty; more real than reality. It will be warm,
tender, and satisfying to the depth of Your being. It will satisfy
your mind, it will appeal to your emotion, and it will help you commit
your will. Why? Because our Creator, Father God made YOU for this adventure
and you, personally will 'fit it to perfection'.
Then it will have YOU!
My Father - for I begin to see You as just that - I will need you
to take me by the hand as I begin this journey, for I shall be pulled in
many directions as I break with my old way and begin the new Way. I want
to do this, but I'm not sure. Please help me. Amen.
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You are demanding things of life instead of listening to what life demands of you. The results of this kind of thinking and acting is often frustration, unhappiness and break-down - wreakage!
If you refuse to be humble - a learner, then you will be humbled - a defeated person!
But what is this 'higher power', what is this 'Life' with a capital
'L'?
- life seems so impersonal. You want to relate to something that
is both definite and personal, something that can answer you, speak to
you! something with whom you can commune or speak!
Behind 'life' is there 'Life", is there a 'higher power', a person,
a Person with a capital 'P'?
Can this Person be 'God', 'the Father God', spoken of in Holy Writ
- the Bible?
Could this be the Person who created You, loves you inspite of yourself,
who forgives you inspite of your weaknesses, who has created a way to make
your life NEW, so that you can begin again?
Can this be the God whose character can be seen perfectly in the 'Jesus' of the New Testament, the 'man-god' or the 'God-man' who has made the Creator understandable?
It's up to you! You have a choice, to acknowledge that Jesus is the Creator-God, that He is the human life of God! That God through Jesus has stooped to your way of life; He has walked in your shoes, He has tasted your temptations, He knows exactly where you are right now?
When you choose to accept this Jesus as God in the flesh, then and
only then, are you beginning to be 'ON THE WAY' - then you will have a
sense of Peace - You can say, 'I can see'!
Meditation: God, for I now accept that you exist, I am gratefull
that as I reach up to you, that you are reaching down to me as loving,
forgiving, making new, bringing peace!
Scripture: 'You are most blessed when your sin is forgiven...when you refused to acknowledge your sin, your body wasted away...day and night God's hand was heavy on you, your strength was dried up like heat in summer...When you acknowledged your sin to God...He forgave you!'(paraphrase Ps. 32:1-5)
Affirmation for the day: God is; God came in Christ Jesus, I am; I can become like Jesus! I am on the Way!
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Others are NOT harmonious, NOT happy, NOT effective; they seem to live AGAINST reality - they are working against the 'grain of the universe' - they reap CONSEQUENCES!!
Could there be something here that ALWAYS HAS THE LAST WORD, no matter what we do.
A woman once said to Dr. Jones, "It's all right to do these things (meaning sexual freedom?) provided you can get away with it." His reply was, "That is a big 'provided' for
NOBODY GETS AWAY WITH IT.
THE RESULTS REGISTER IN YOURSELF,
THE INNER YOU, YOUR PSYCHE.
YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH YOURSELF 24 hours a day
It has been said, "Be sure your sin will find you out. I thought that meant 'be sure your sin will be found out". That's not what that statement means at all!
It does say "Your sin WILL find you out." -
It will register within you,
it will cause deterioration,
it will cause decay,
you will receive the consequences within and often without.
Your attempt to manipulate the universe, trying to make it do what YOU want it to do, ends in CONSEQUENCES! within yourself! your circumstances! your life (small 'l').Some folk suggest that they just want toget a 'kick' out of life; however there is another alternative to this lifestyle; that is the 'kick-back'. This response in life is just a little behind the 'kicks'! You must be ready for the CONSEQUENCES!! for they will come!
When you strip off the first three letters of 'thrills', you end up with 'ills'. It's not the beginning that counts, its the end results that you have to live with.
A man at retirement thumbs his nose at God, and begins chain smoking, and drinking from sun-up to sun-down! Five years later, he has emphysema and 'no life'- just existence! Who wants to listen to or live with a drunk every day?
He has just spent several days in intensive care where he has learned to STOP SMOKING!! -'the consequences' and curb his drinking habits - his body almost 'cashed him out!' but he isn't ready to go!!
What does this say about our existence here on planet earth -
AFFIRMATION: There is a God and I must come to terms with Him.
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Meditation:
God, if you truly exist, show me your way for I see that my way is only leading me to unhappiness, a life without hope either here or in the hereafter. Amen
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If you are to have a sparkle, a joy filled life, then you can get it, when you are sure that you are on the WAY, God's WAY, the Christian WAY. Then, you can go singing through life. Till then? Life simply will not sing for you!!
I once had a canary that wouldn't sing till after it had its bath!! Our souls, our inner person if you like, are like that: until you get a 'bath' that cleanses away ALL fears, ALL uncertainties, ALL guilts - ALL sense of not being on the WAY, the soul cannot sing.
Meditation: O God, if you are there, then there must be a Way (capital 'W'). My ways don't lead me anywhere except to dead ends. I am starting the quest for Your WAY. If You truly exist, then help me to find the Way. Amen.
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